May 30, 2021, 9:10 p.m.

Reporters & fathers call your generation “the worst.”

The Main Event, by stacy-marie ishmael

Every week I google “em dash” and then I copy and paste the symbol onto the otherwise empty page.

I have memorized the shortcuts for the acute accent, the grave, the circumflex; I am unfazed by the requirements of the cedilla and the tilde. Be you umlaut or diaeresis, I am ready. I am many years and a graveyard of dead websites past needing to look up routine HTML or markdown.

But not so, the em dash. Every week I must pause to find it. A break in the flow, appropriately.

(In truth it’s rarely the break; it’s the beginning.)

what do you do when your world is suddenly more open

are you coming to NYC anytime soon

what the hell is happening in Texas

Sometimes I collect questions (as a prelude to excavating answers).

Is it time spent on thoughtful reflection on possibility, or is it just avoiding the truth?

Attribution

Level of splendiferous in your outfit: 200.

Types of invisible pain stemming from adolescent disasters in classrooms, locker rooms, & quite often Toyota Camrys: at least 10,000.

You are not a jigglypuff, not yet a wigglytuff.

Reporters & fathers call your generation “the worst.”

Which really means “queer kids who could go online & learn that queer doesn’t have to mean disaster.”

Or dead.

Instead, queer means, splendiferously, you.

—from Summer by Chen Chen

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