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what is that about, going out / and not having to explain
November 20, 2022
On Trans Day of Remembrance, mourning more murdered queer people. Over and over again. Attribution: what is that about, going out and not having to explain...
And yes, I have at times wished myself something different.
November 13, 2022
Seek to be useful in a crisis. Care about outcomes and consequences. Understand they are never evenly distributed. Let go of the conviction of intent. Do the...
the black sky rushed at us / like we were falling upwards
November 6, 2022
If you work in / around media and technology and/or care about electoral integrity but not in a “Stop the steal” way, you’re likely dealing with variations...
Some think / nothing is so / until it has been witnessed.
October 30, 2022
A list (of services that if you run a company or provide grants you should fund for your employees, especially if those employees work in media, and of best...
I want to roar but their ears / can never attune to my voice.
October 23, 2022
If I were asked to choose a favourite festival, and that festival could belong to a religion that is not mine, then I would immediately volunteer Divali. A...
Watch them seethe when stimulated
October 16, 2022
Somewhere, in the Discourse about Ye and Elon, is a forgetting. Subject / object collision and conflict, media mediated. We (that media we) show ourselves...
foolishly imagines / she has the right to exist.
October 2, 2022
We can look everywhere, even if we don’t want to, and everywhere we can look there is despair. And every where, every day, people keep going. The fight goes...
How much have I dared in opposition?
September 25, 2022
Stole away to Baldwin and Buckley at Cambridge, a middle of the day matinee. One of those times when I could also recite large chunks of the source...
We give because someone gave to us. / We give because nobody gave to us.
September 18, 2022
What do you want remains a cruel question. But I suppose if I had to answer, and if I had to answer truly, I would say: time. Time that is mine. Time that...
Is there aught you need that my hands withhold, / Rich gifts of raiment or grain or gold?
September 11, 2022
I like seasons, perhaps because where I grew up there only two (rainy, dry) and other than the ongoing prospect of tropical storms or hurricanes that mostly...
then meaning came with its invincible glare
September 4, 2022
Sometimes I think about the parallels between “someone is wrong on the internet” and “the very serious function of racism”, which is of course distraction....
sun rises / like rent / sun rises / like a flag / sun rises / like the ocean
August 28, 2022
It is not like you remember it, they say. It is even darker than you recall. So instead you get snippets and shapes and songs and scenes, things that you...
The oldest among us will recognize that glow
August 21, 2022
Very very early in the pandemic, I started saying - in written memos and out-loud on Zooms - that it would be inaccurate to describe the adjustments of 2020...
divisions grow stronger. / That’s what “chosen” and “unchosen” will do.
August 14, 2022
Tried roller skating this weekend. Made it roughly (barely) halfway out of the locker room before practically (actually) falling over. So then I took the...
When disaster comes, some of us will stand on / the rooftop to address the ghosts.
August 7, 2022
On a plane leaving Las Vegas, where the temperature hit 41 degrees Celsius, or just about 106 F. Thinking about why people live there, about why I enjoyed...
The Destiny of Earthseed / Is to take root among the stars.
July 31, 2022
onward, to the stars
my family drowns again / on a microphone for strangers
July 24, 2022
36 degrees celsius. 102 degrees fahrenheit. These don’t feel like real temperatures, until you’re outside and walking around. And I’m just walking around....
We will be as falling stars to those watching from the edge
July 17, 2022
How hot does it have to be before it's a climate emergency?Conversations with friends about the return of low-rise jeans and visible thongs that segue into...
and pain becomes the only keeper / of my time
July 10, 2022
People who live with chronic pain or illness become experts in details. They will know if the muscle involved in a current episode is the erector spinnae or...
liberation from my own daily routines
July 3, 2022
Over the past several weeks I have been practicing making space. The thing about practice is that it is not about perfection; it is about consistency and...
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